Been a while.

So things are the same and things are different.

I am still dating KB.  Still in nYc.  Still at the same job.

But there are lots of new things at the job.  It’s now a ridiculous place.  This guy named Stump from PA showed up, like 14 months ago, and was there to ‘change things for the better’.  Instead, he showed up, fired some bad people, which was great.  Lots of things shaking up, for the good.  But, the numbers continued to fall.  So for some reason, he decided that the problem was with Production, and me in particular was the problem.  So he tried to fuck me up.

But your hard working man was unfazed and continued on.

However, foolishness continued and somehow my boss was asked to leave.

So from that point forward, I am stuck with a new boss, but he is set up by the old boss.

So I’m looking frantically for a new job.

And I think I may have found one.  It’s been 3 rounds, and that is a lot of rounds.

So we’ll see.

About Kia:

I still think about her daily.  I still wonder about where she is, if anywhere.  If she is in Heaven?  If she is just in the ground in NJ?  Is she like a little fairy, like Tinkerbell, floating around the place, helping me avoid danger, suggesting that I fold hands of poker, because she knows I’ll lose in the end?

I still think about her when I make decisions.  As if the outcome would effect her.  Like I need to take her into consideration, just incase she might prefer one over the other.  Even when I look at women.  As if she would look and say, “come on baby, get the one with the big titties, you know you love big titties, I have big titties.”

Sad!  Strange too, and for business things, for work, I do think of her and it makes me feel strong.  I think I could deal with that, I could easily deal with some foolish office politics or mor or anything.  I can wake up at any time, stay as late as  I need.  I’ve dealt with more, so whats this little thing?

I hope all of you are doing well.  Stay warm, and make sure to get into some trouble.